Retro Post: Latino

During my student years, I was not very active sexually. Okay, there were a couple of attempts at sex but that was pretty much it.

Even when I went to America to study. I was too busy studying and working to pursue sex. But the thought had crossed my mind. I did go clubbing once or twice but nothing happened. I was not confident coz I was way too fat back then. Not that I am skinny now but I was really, really big. Friends now are shocked if they see my old pictures. Now I am at a manageable size I think, not too fat, not too skinny...

Anyway, in America, there had been all these phone sex lines. Not that I call or subscribe to it. I only tried the personals. On the phone. You listen to people's messages and contact them.

There was this one guy who wanted to hook up with me. He was a hot Latino guy. Muscled and tattooed and everything. Mind you, it was like a blind date coz you don't see them over the phone right? Unless it's now where there's 3G and stuff...

So he came over and he was as advertised. Latino. Muscled. Tattooed. A bit shorter than me. But still hot. Dayyyymmnn.. Me likey...

He came in to the living room and asked for a porno tape to be popped in the VCR (yes, this was back then, before DVD exploded onto the scene) and he stripped off. God, you have no idea how hot and bothered I was... I only had sex twice previously. Once with the guy who popped my front cherry and the other time with this Arab guy who dry humped me and spurted a bucket on my back...

Muscled Latino whipped out his cock and asked me to suck it. I of course wanted to but somehow... I was a bit scared and intimidated. Not that it was very huge or anything. Guess I was still young, inexperienced and not used to one night stands... huh... I've come a long way eh? :P

But I did do it. Put his cock in my mouth. And played with his balls and also his muscular body. After a bit, he asked to go into the bedroom. He stood facing me and played with my nipples. I stroked his cock...

He asked for a condom, which I actually had because there had been Sex Week the week before and they were giving out condoms to promote safe sex. I tell ya... I was so green back then that I blushed crimson when they handed me the condom... ya know, Malay mentality... taboo... that was pretty out there... receiving condoms out in the open... guess that's how I've built this thick skin where I could just go buy condoms at the pharmacy or 7e without flinching.

I know other guys who have been sucking cock since before puberty but still can't get up the nerve to go and buy condoms... sigh...

Anyway, he laid back and raised his legs. I put the condom on and attempted to penetrate. Attempted is the key word here. I just could not. He went into the doggie style position and asked me to try again. I still can't. Not that I was not hard, it was more because I did not even try to... I was faking it. He was getting impatient. Wanting to get fucked...

You see, I was in love at that point. And every time I almost poked, I kept seeing my guy's face and I just could not. I've always been like that. Every time I am in love with someone, I could not have sex with someone else. I am a one man - man. Loyal and hopelessly romantic. What? What's with the raised eyebrows? I am currently single. All my sexcapades happened during my single years... :P

Anyways, since I could not do it, I asked him to masturbate and I watched as he came... hawt!

After that, he cleaned up and we chatted a bit before he left. Up until now, I still get messages from him, asking if I had returned to America coz he wanted to finish what we started...