Auto

Have you guys experienced auto-cum? Like when you're drilling someone and the bottom auto-cums... or like when you're bottoming and the fucking was intense, it made you cum without touching yourself? Would love it if you guys were to share those stories... ehhehe...

Anyway, I have experienced auto-cum in the form of the former... I haven't had an intense fucking that would make me auto-cum so far... only had a couple of sessions where it might go that route but the tops did not exactly last that long... sigh...

At first, I was all for auto-cumming. Very the sexy in my eyes. Especially if the bottom is riding your hard cock, all sweaty and moaning, with his hard dick bouncing up and down... and suddenly you felt the asshole tightening and he'd ejaculated all over you... gets me all the time... or at least I thought it did...

I am increasingly feeling resentful when it's happening these days... I used to think auto-cumming is a top's Academy Award! It was like the Oscar for Best Fucking or something to that effect. Shows the bottom having the time of his life.

But what of the top? Sure he can screw the bottom into eye-rolling bliss but for most bottoms, after they came, they'd be too sore to continue. The top would be left high and dry. Literally.

Only a select few can continue getting fucked. Let's face it. Once we cum, we automatically feel tired and sleepy. Especially me. Cumming is like my very own sleeping pill.

Where am I going with this? The resentful feeling. Coz I worked hard and they get rewarded and I wouldn't. Coz I've not (and probably would never) experience that. Coz some of them doesn't even have the courtesy to ask me if I was done. They'd pack up and leave immediately.

The auto-cum novelty wore off. Quickly. Now, I dread it. I just fucked this one guy, and he too, like the others, came without touching himself. While getting pounded by me. As soon as that happened, Holden Jr deflated. Even though the guy told me to continue, but my heart wasn't in it anymore so I just went to the toilet and got cleaned up.

Sigh. Maybe I oughta look into doing stuff differently so that I might come faster or spurt at around the same time as the bottoms... or even get the bottoms to try withholding spurtage until I am close... anybody got any suggestions? Don't be shy. There's a bunch of you that reads this blog. All 5 of you. Lemme know...

But then again, I guess I should be grateful that they're autocumming... I don't have to actually work that hard to blow them or give them a handy afterwards eh? :P

AF

Akademi Fantasia 8 has just crowned its winner... Shahir... I don't watch AF before this but this year, I was at a friend's and they were watching so I had to as well... and I saw this creature...

Performing on stage... all cute and wearing tight pants revealing nicely shaped legs and a huge bulge... oh, he can sing well too... hehehe... me likey... :)

Cinderella

“Do you think Rick would wanna have a threesome?”
That question still haunts me. I have not thought about it before. I never realized that I have been in his shadows.

Rick is my best friend. The jerk that asked me that question was a guy I was trying to woo. Apparently, he was only interested getting Rick and he figured I was the way to go – the best friend.

I knew that Rick is far superior from me in terms of, well, everything. He comes from money. He is very beautiful, athletic and charming. I, on the other hand, am all the things that he is not. I guess that is why we became friends in the first place. People say opposites attract right? Yup, we were drawn to each other like moths to a flame. But we were not sexually attracted to one another, mind you. We both like chasers and so there would be no hanky panky between us, thank you.

Anyway, we were in this trip to an exotic island and I had my eye on this one new guy that came with our group. He is quite fair, very hot and very easy on the eyes. But I knew he would be better matched with Rick. They both are very athletic and very active. I guess I never really thought of it that way since Rick is happily betrothed and I am the single one. I should have taken on the mentality of a chaser.

I was having my lunch alone when he sauntered up to the buffet line. I asked him to eat with me and he agreed. We got to talking and by the time we finished talking, we were in his room getting hot and heavy. I thought it was a good sign because we had an amazing connection during the meal and the talk. Then he popped the question! No, not “Will you marry me?”

I mean, come on! We are in Malaysia after all. It’s not like we are in Europe or something. It was that threesome question. I was so hurt and ought to just get up and leave right? Well, it has been months since I last made out with a hot guy so I stayed and made out. That is, until his roommate came back from snorkeling.

I went back to my room and gave Rick a piece of my mind. In the end, I felt bad because it was not his fault but I just had to vent. This was not the first time it happened. There was this one other guy that I liked but he had never given me the time of day. However, when Rick is around, he would shower me with so much attention that people would have mistaken him as my loving lover. In reality, he has no interest in me whatsoever.

I so feel like one of Cinderella’s ugly stepsisters. Maybe I should start calling Rick Cinderella from now on. Sigh. I should be grateful though right? Because of Rick’s fabulousness, I get to make out with hot guys and people tries to get close to me. I gotta get my priorities sorted out I guess...

Personals 2

First of, I started with his neck, making my kissage down to his nipples and showed him a thing or two on how to adequately service a nipple (or two).

Judging by the moaning, I was doing a good job.

After that, I went immediately to the balls. I don't know why but I kinda like to not suck the cock that early in the game. Maybe I am a tease... hhahaha...

Anyway, the natural course of things once the balls were licked... the asshole... so I went down on him and rimmed him... he was squirming and moaning, which was a good sign... then I sucked his cock... had I mentioned that the cock was thick? My jaw hurt after a while... so I laid back and made him service me, hopefully he'd learn how to do things now...

But he did not... which was too bad... for me...

I got bored so I told him to lay on his belly... straddling his nice round ass, I licked him from the neck to his ass... all over his back, giving him little bites here and there... his body stiffened every time I licked and he moaned like crazy...

Especially when my licks/bites got the ass... once I worked on his asshole, going deeper and deeper with my tongue, he was thrashing wildly... kept calling me baby and in the end he begged me to fuck him... he said I had won, that I was the better performer...

So I strapped on a condom, lubed up and attempted penetration almost immediately... before he changed his mind...

Unfortunately, his asshole was really, really, really tight... I just could not poke through... so he was not kidding about being an ass virgin...

I just have to work extra hard then... to get into that warm, tight heaven... I used fingers and applied extra lube and tried again... this time I popped through... he winced a bit but other than that, he did not complain of any pain...

So I went on with the fucking, enveloped in the tightness and the warmth... him on his belly, my belly on his back, moving in and out... I could tell it was uncomfortable for him and I asked him about it but he said it was fine... so I continued on...

He even asked me to fuck him again, just before we went to bed... never underestimate the power of the tongue... my tongue to be exact... hehehe..

Personals

Met this guy thru a personals ad on the internet... he was young and a bit cocky since his ad said he was hot stuff...

We decided to meet for dinner around my work area one night. He was right. He was hot stuff. But then again, it might be a bad sign if the guy knows and/or thinks he's hot... right?

He was also quite the cocky and kept thinking he was all that and a bag of chips. Called me out on my nervousness and laughed about it. Sure, he has really high confidence and I did not...

Anyways, we had dinner and talked and chatted, you know, the works... we got to know each other and found out our likes and dislikes. We had plenty in common. Which was a very good start. Or so I thought.

So as the evening went by, the dinner ended and we wound up going for karaoke. Nice voice. No wonder he's full of himself.

After that, he asked if he could spend the night at my place. So we took the train back to Permaisuri and headed on to my bedroom... I mean, my place, heheeh...

Um, there was this issue of our roles... coz apparently he was a top... and I really did not feel like bottoming for him... hotness notwithstanding... coz he was already overly cockfident, fucking me in the ass would make him think he was invincible.

But of course, I think he was not going to give up without a fight. We were going to have a duel as to who were going to end up the top.

After we took a shower, we got ready for sex, I mean, bed. Already saw his cock in the bathroom and it's huge. Like seriously. Thick and long. Dayyyymmmnnn.

So I would be adamant for him to not top. At least not yet.

We made out. But young guys being young guys, they wanna jump start to the real action immediately. He went and sucked my cock. Voracious sucker, this one. Although no real talent for sucking. No usage of tongue, nothing. Just using his lips and going up and down my cock really fast. See? Hotness is not really a guarantee of a good lay.

And don't even get me started on the nipple play. It's like his mouth was so big that he could not even get to the nipple. It was like suction all around the nipular area but no action on the actual nipples.

Anyway, so it's my turn and I was all too happy to school him in the arts of seduction, making love and fucking...


To be continued...

Manhunt

I've been contacted via Manhunt... which is another personals website but haven't had many encounters or messages from it...



But there's this one guy who messaged me... chinese, slim... but no face pic... just body... and cock... hehehe...



Nice... but I still need to see the face... so I asked him to MMS the face pic to me and he did... cute... doable... :)



But he only asked me if I wanted to be frens... so I never initiated anything, until of course he asked if we could have fun...



So we set a date to meet... during the weekend... but my plan on Saturday fell through so I asked him to come over one day early... and he was available... hmm, what does that say about him?



Anyway, I had to go and pick him up and the LRT station... so once we were safe inside the house and away from prying eyes, we went into the bedroom and we did the small talk. He put his hand on my thigh and said the cutest thing...



He said he doesn't really know how to get it started...



Hmm, he did say he was kinda inexperienced... so it was up to me then... the more experienced one...



I kissed him... and then kiss on the neck... once I got him moaning, I took off his pants... but it was kinda hard taking his belt off with one hand and the other hand handling his butt... hehehe...

So he stopped the kissing and took it all off. Then he took all my clothes off.

After that, we resumed the kissing and the necking. Then I kinda guided him towards the nipples and he obliged... but it was too tame for my liking so I told him to bite... still, tame... sigh...

Then he went down on me, taking Holden Jr deep in his mouth, while I play with his asshole. His moans were muffled by the cock in his mouth. He seemed to be lost in his own paradise... unfortunately, just a blowjob won't do it for me so I pull him up, off of the cock and lay him on his back...

I went to work on his nipples and parted his legs... his cock was a nice size, big and long but not too big and not too long... hmm, did I take a picture? Or was I too 'in the moment'? :P

Anyways, I did not blow him... just licked his balls... he seemed to enjoy it, with the writhing and all... then he started to raise his hips as my tongue travel south, towards the asshole... but his ass was kinda hairy so I did not really get to rim properly... too many trees blocking ya know? hehehe...

So I abandoned the hole and went for the nips and also the neck... his legs permanently in the air was a signal for me to start the fucking... his face was flushed and his breathing was heavy... I got Holden Jr ready and began penetration...

He winced and moaned... the bad kind... I stopped but did not take it out... I waited for his breathing to calm a bit and continue the descent towards ecstasy... once he was ready and I was deep inside, I began rocking him back and forth... no, no, wait... I began moving my hips and fucking him but he also started to rock back and forth, as though the impact of the fucking was too great that he'd fly off the bed if I was not holding on to his shoulders...

He said he was okay to continue so I pulled him up. Unfortunately, he lifted his hips and my cock was freed from its heavenly prison. If he had not lifted his ass, he would've wound up riding my cock on top and I'd be lying on my back, enjoying the view... sigh...

So I tried getting him to sit on it but he could not manage... so I pushed him into the doggie style position and fucked him for a while... then I put all my weight on him, making him collapsed on the bed and fucked him in the reverse missionary position...

But I don't want to cum just yet so I gathered him up in my arms and flipped our bodies. He was now lying on top of me. I pushed his upper body up so he'd be in the riding position. He got the picture and started riding. But he was not riding riding ya know... he was kinda resting riding... so I reached up and leaned his body towards mine and started to thrust my cock upwards...

He moaned and completely leaned into me so I started to fuck him faster. As soon as he was completely limp against me, I knew he was lost in ecstasy so I flipped us again...

Back to the missionary position. I fucked him hard. He moaned loudly. He raised his ass as though he wanted me to go deeper... I went at it like crazy until I came... Flipped us again... he was still hard, as was I... I jerked his cock while he was grinding... when he erupted, it was like a tidal wave... dayyyyymmmnnn... gotta change the sheets now... sigh...

Ricky Martin

Ladies... and... ladies...



Guess who came out of the closet?

Yup, Ricky Martin's finally 'fessed up... he's gay... like we all dunno this already kan? :)

His partner mayhaps??

Full story:

http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/stopthepresses/132331/ricky-martin-i-am-a-fortunate-homosexual-man/