Cinderella

“Do you think Rick would wanna have a threesome?”
That question still haunts me. I have not thought about it before. I never realized that I have been in his shadows.

Rick is my best friend. The jerk that asked me that question was a guy I was trying to woo. Apparently, he was only interested getting Rick and he figured I was the way to go – the best friend.

I knew that Rick is far superior from me in terms of, well, everything. He comes from money. He is very beautiful, athletic and charming. I, on the other hand, am all the things that he is not. I guess that is why we became friends in the first place. People say opposites attract right? Yup, we were drawn to each other like moths to a flame. But we were not sexually attracted to one another, mind you. We both like chasers and so there would be no hanky panky between us, thank you.

Anyway, we were in this trip to an exotic island and I had my eye on this one new guy that came with our group. He is quite fair, very hot and very easy on the eyes. But I knew he would be better matched with Rick. They both are very athletic and very active. I guess I never really thought of it that way since Rick is happily betrothed and I am the single one. I should have taken on the mentality of a chaser.

I was having my lunch alone when he sauntered up to the buffet line. I asked him to eat with me and he agreed. We got to talking and by the time we finished talking, we were in his room getting hot and heavy. I thought it was a good sign because we had an amazing connection during the meal and the talk. Then he popped the question! No, not “Will you marry me?”

I mean, come on! We are in Malaysia after all. It’s not like we are in Europe or something. It was that threesome question. I was so hurt and ought to just get up and leave right? Well, it has been months since I last made out with a hot guy so I stayed and made out. That is, until his roommate came back from snorkeling.

I went back to my room and gave Rick a piece of my mind. In the end, I felt bad because it was not his fault but I just had to vent. This was not the first time it happened. There was this one other guy that I liked but he had never given me the time of day. However, when Rick is around, he would shower me with so much attention that people would have mistaken him as my loving lover. In reality, he has no interest in me whatsoever.

I so feel like one of Cinderella’s ugly stepsisters. Maybe I should start calling Rick Cinderella from now on. Sigh. I should be grateful though right? Because of Rick’s fabulousness, I get to make out with hot guys and people tries to get close to me. I gotta get my priorities sorted out I guess...

Freddy

Just a quick update... went to watch a movie today... if you ask him, he'd say I was the naughty one who started it... but I say it was him... he grabbed my hand first... so I put it on his thigh... then he grabbed my cock, and I grab his... and before we know it, zippers were unzipped and we were giving handies to each other...

I wanted to finger his asshole but it was hard to reach it in our seating position so I just got the area between the ballsac and the hole...

Kept fingering him until my hand cramped and I just resumed kneading his balls... but his cock was limp by then... come to think of it, he jerked a bit before... hmm...

After the movie, he said he came coz I fingered his sensitive area...

Travelin'

I've known this guy since since last year I think. He'd message me via Manjam but that's all we did. Messages via Manjam. Never actually meeting.

One day, some time last week or the week before that, he asked for my number and said that he might be in KL soon for a seminar.

However, he insisted on meeting me up before the intended day, which was Sunday. So Friday, after the movies, I went and met with him in Ampang. He drove me back to his place, but not before driving like mad to Ampang Point to meet a client. Sigh. Now I have to be Catherine Zeta Jones to his Michael Douglas.

No, he's not THAT old but he is older with greying hair. He is a bit of a softie, walks with his butt high in the air and a gait that would make The Pussycat Dolls cry with envy... but all is saved coz his face is battle-scarred and all manly and tanned. Phew.

And he kept insisting he used to be a nice guy but now he's all rude and mannish. Yeah, right.

Don't even get me started on his principals and beliefs. I mean, don't get me wrong. You can have your own views and stuff, but don't ridicule other people's beliefs just coz you don't believe in them. Oh, and kept saying, "typical Malaysian mentality" and "when I was in Japan"...

Dude, please. You're not the only one who's been overseas.

Example 1: "I dun get how u can't be naked with a girl. In Japan, me and my boyfriend would fuck with a straight couple fucking next to us."

What can I say? I am gay and allergic to womanly parts...

Example 2: "I dun get Malaysians. They're loyal to their partners. In Japan, we're all about open relationships. Even having threesomes and orgies."

What the... he's is soooooooo living under a rock in Malaysia... and telling me those things, like I am some sort of virgin... hahahah...

Also, I think he's in love with himself. He kept telling me that a lot of guys like him and wanna do him and that in his area, everybody knows him and scared of him. He's apparently the (Fairy) Godfather of the area...

So, we're back at his place... he's watching some sort of Malay movie about racing cars... KL Drift or something... Farid Kamil's cuter and cuter these days... ehhehe...

Anyways, I had a boil on the back of my head so I was not really comfortable and it was quite painful so I retired to the bedroom earlier than him. At this rate, I think I'd fallen asleep first.

He came in half an hour later. We cuddled first. He said before that he enjoys foreplay and stuff but he was the one that grabbed my cock first. It did not seem like he wanted kissing so I went and licked his neck. He squirmed and kept swatting at the back of my neck, where the boil is. (*(^&%(&(*&)%$^*(###...

I moved to do them nipples and the swatting intensified. Son of a...

Then I decided to do his balls coz my head would be out of swatting range. Apparently, he's a swatter when he's hot and bothered. Licked his balls and his asshole. He was squirming like mad. I wanted to suck his cock but I saw that it was a small cock. Disappointing. He was a slim guy so I'd imagine his cock to be more substantial. Not that it really matters though but he made it sound like he was packing heat.

But then again, he was the bottom so his dick size mattered not. So I laid back and let him do me now. As I had thought, he went straight for my cock, all moaning and foamy at the mouth, like he's never had cock before. Hmm, thought he was wanted by a lot of guys?

After he was satisfied, he immediately laid back and aimed my hard cock at his hole. Unfortunately, he did not have any lube so it made me wonder how he could have gotten fucked all these while by all those guys...

I used spit but he kept saying it hurt like hell, even before I penetrate... So we used some sort of oil that he had around. I tried penetrating four times before he'd allow me to fully penetrate. So much for being a cock slut eh?

I fucked him hard and fast and left no room for any romancing or slow fuck coz he kept swatting at the back of my head. I came and pulled out and went straight to clean up. He waited for me to finish him off. The pain was unbearable but I gathered all the strength I had left. I licked his nipples while he masturbated. He asked me if I could fuck him again. I couldn't coz of the pain so I just stuck a finger in for him to climax.

He went to clean up and never came back in until I was half way asleep. Kept saying his ass hurt. He confessed that it had been one and a half year since he was last fucked... what the? so he lied to make him seemed better than he actually is... sigh...

Life Begins at 40

OMG. Time’s fun when you’re having flies. It seemed that I have been neglecting my blogs. I had been pretty busy lately. Busy with life stuff and dating and having crushes. But I still found the time to get some.

It was a hectic week. Starting from Sunday, I met up with 5 guys. The one on Sunday was Malay, shorter than me and fit. He was 38 years old and a bottom apparently.

Chatted with him on Saturday. He was supposed to come over on Saturday itself but my Saturdays are normally reserved for hanging out with friends so I had to take a rain check.

He came over at 12.30 a.m. on Sunday. He looked and sounded like another one of my conquests which is kinda eerie. He was not extraordinarily handsome but he was not bad looking. Did I mention he was fit? Yummy pecs.

I don’t know why but he was waiting for me to make my move. I was like, “Dude, you’re 40. Be a man and tweak my nipples already!” but of course, I did not say that to his face.

I leaned into him and rubbed myself against him like a kitten in heat. He responded by putting his arm over my shoulder. I put a hand on his hard thigh and rubbed. Nada. I see I have to step it up and wear the pants here. I started playing with his hard abs and leaned in to kiss him on the neck.

He started moaning. That was when he started taking action and began to touch me inappropriately. Apparently he liked it rough. He was biting me all over. I've woken up the beast within. And he did not like me touching his cock. He said he was afraid that he would not last long if I keep touching him. He needed me inside of him first.

Once he got me hard, I took him over to the bedroom where he proceeded to deepthroat me still. I flipped him onto his back and started kissing him. Okay, not a bad kisser. But smoky. I hate that. So I went to kissing him on the neck. As expected, he told me not leave any marks. What is it with me and unavailable guys?

Anyways, I just licked. Did not bite. I bit the nipples though and he liked it, moaning and squirming underneath me. I licked him hard muscles and pecs but I skipped his cock because I remembered him saying he wanted to get fucked first. So I attacked his balls. He was moaning so loud that I swear the neighbor next door was aroused.

I lifted his legs and licked my way to his hole. Hmm, what is that area between the crotch and the asshole called? Hmmm. Anyway, I was licking and biting there and I think he had a mini orgasm. Once my tongue found his hole, the writhing began and the moaning got louder.

I turned him onto his stomach and rimmed him till kingdom come. He was begging for me to fuck him by then. I suited up and inserted myself into his wet hole. He was not quiet after that. Had to push his face onto the pillow for a bit. Once we were done... okay, once I came and got cleaned up, we got to talking. He admitted to being married, hence he could only come after witching hour. Apparently, he was turned down before when he revealed that he was married earlier into the chat. I don't care. So long as the sex is good and he could take it until I come, I am fine. Um, do I sound insidious there? Oh well, it was a good lay... :)

Hotel Sex

I went back to my hometown at the beginning of Ramadan to break fast with my family. But not before I hook with someone. See, if I go home, I could never get away from my family AKA no privacy.

I’d be joined at the hip by my niece and nephew. People call them shadows of mine. Don’t even get me started on my mother. Oy.

Anyways, I made arrangements with this one dude who lives in my hometown. I saw his profile online and I messaged him. That was a few months back. I messaged him, saying that I would be on the 10 pm bus and that I’d arrive around 2.

He asked if we should get a room in town. I told him we could just go back to my family’s house but he was against it. I don’t wanna debate over it but only my sister would be home and she knows of my fagtastic activities. We would be saving money. But apparently he has money to burn so we wound up at the hotel.

Had to lie to my sister that I’d be arriving the next day. Hehehehe. The first cheapo hotel we went to was full so we went to a second one. There was a chance we have to walk further down the main street so I thought of calling my sister and ditch the guy. He did not really seem interesting to me.

Mostly because he insisted on me arriving first, then we’d check into a room. Meaning he has no money and wanted me to pay. We had food before we went to the hotel and I had to pay for him. Moocher much?

Unfortunately, we found a room in a nearby hotel. But fortunately, he paid for the room. Okay. So we went to the room and we got ready for bed. After freshening up, I lied on the bed. Kinda beat. He was watching TV. But as he noticed I was drifting off, he turned the TV off and wanted to get some nookie.

But first, a disclaimer. He said he was not really good at the sex and he doesn’t really know much. Sigh. Not another one. I am tired of playing mentor and having protegays. He also said he was top. Um, that doesn’t work for me because I am top too. Okay, I am flex but you got to be extremely good to get me to give my ass to you.

He started things off by lying on top of me and attempted to do some necking. Bad. I think he could not decide whether he wanted to nibble on my neck or he wanted to make a hickey or he just wanted to lick it. It felt pretty half-assed to me too.

The nipple play was not bad, but it was not good either. Guess he really wasn’t lying when he said he was not good. When he got to my cock, he did an OK job giving head. No teeth. Heheheh.

I was getting bored with him so I pushed him off of me and pushed him down on the bed and showed him how it’s supposed to be done. I love necking. I think I was a vampire in a previous life. I necked the guy to death, not literally of course. He was alive, squirming underneath me.

Then, I attacked the nipples. Again, made him squirm. Don’t wanna brag, but I’m good, ehehhehe. Then, I took his cock into my mouth and made it hard. Once I got him really, really hard, I worked on his balls, slowly inching my way down there. He seemed to know where I was reaching for because he opened up wide for me.

Once my magic tongue found its way to his magic hole, well, let’s just say, he was not too quiet about it. I had to use my full strength to restrain him from jumping up and down the bed. Once he was sufficiently wet, I inserted a finger and went on to suck his cock. He assured me he was okay with the finger intrusion, so I kept on fingering him while sucking him.

After a few minutes, I turned him over and lubed up. I asked him if he was sure about it and he said he wanted me to but asked me to be gentle. I am always gentle when popping ass cherries. I mount him and licked his earlobe and neck. As soon as I felt him shuddering with pleasure, I carefully inserted myself into him. I tried not to apply too much pressure as then the entry would be too fast and it would hurt.

I went in smoothly, pun intended. He assured me he was fine. I started slow, building momentum for a fierce fucking. Halfway through, the guy got impatient and started to move his ass as though he’s used to my cock buried deep within him. Good sign. The gurl’s a bottom after all. With that cue, I held nothing back and started to pound him furiously.

He stopped moving his ass. I hope he was not in pain. I was having too much pleasure from pounding a virgin ass. I made faux hickeys but kept pounding. I noticed his body stiffening. Either he was in ass heaven or it was hurting him too much. But I was close and I hoped that he could take it like a man.

When I did climaxed, I grunted a little bit. He responded by clenching his ass muscles and wrapped my spurting cock warm and nice. It made the orgasm far better. Hmm, quite the little bottom, this virgin. After the climax, we collapsed on the bed for a while before cleaning up and going to sleep.

Two If By Sea

Two guys came over to my place on Saturday. Both are Malays. One came over in the morning while the other came over in the afternoon.

Morning Guy is slightly older than me but is more petulant and childish while Afternoon Guy acts a little more of his age, sometimes. Even though I am younger, Morning Guy calls me Abang coz apparently he loves being pampered and taken care of by older guys. Apparently, according to him, I looked matured and manly and I treat him nice so he loves to fantasize that he is the younger one and I am the older one.

Whatever. As long as I get some tail… no, I am kidding. It’s kinda cute actually. He loves to snuggle while watching TV. I like that. But the snuggles don’t last that long because he kept pushing my hand to his crotch. Of course, I don’t mind that as well but I gotta be honest. I like my men alive and well in the bedroom. I hate it when they just lay there like driftwood.

Morning Guy does exactly that. Lie there. Expecting fireworks from me but when it comes to me time, it was just a quick tongue lash here and there and he goes back to being driftwood. Sigh.

He did tell me he did not like being fucked. Driftwood, you’re about to meet my incredible hard wood. I kinda have a way to make them succumb to my charms and open up their legs. I dunno how or why or what, but I just do. So I turned on the magic and got the ball rolling. Since he won’t pleasure my body, I figured I should at least get a poke at the back door.

He did relent and consented to it so I did. He took it for one minute before he said he could not take it. Goddammit. I don’t get off on foreplay or any of the light stuff so I resigned myself to the fact that I won’t be climaxing. I got him off and cleaned up. He left slightly before lunch.

Afternoon Guy came over and we just lazed around and watched TV. He was sitting on the sofa and I was sitting on the floor. Suddenly, he leaned over and he started sucking on my neck. Oooh. Vampyre fetish. Yup, dude loves to bite. I fantasized about being bitten by a vampire. Spike mostly. Maybe Angelus in a pinch. And I love to bite back also, hehehe. Anyways, I posted the photos of my bite welts a few weeks ago in here. And no, we did not do anything else coz it was getting kinda late and we were starving and the welts started to hurt.

But these two showed up on a later date at my place and the story is steamier than this one… watch this space…

Three's Company Part 2

Argh! Yup, it was frustrating! No one wanted to tell me what they wanted to be. They just kept saying that they don’t mind. Don’t mind what? I asked ‘top’, I got a ‘don’t mind’ answer. I asked ‘bottom’, got the same answer. Dammit.

Maybe I should just fuck them both then. But I am not a mean gurl. So I asked them again nicely. Since both just shrugged. I put on my rings and said “Wonder Twin powers, activate! Form of… Dominatrix! Shape of… Whip!” Heheheh, kidding.

But I took charge and told the Cute Mixed Guy to go ahead and prep his cock to fuck my FB. I also told him that I’d be fucking him after he was done fucking the FB. Both of them agreed. Did not object was more accurate I guess.

While Cute Mixed Guy was sheathing his cock, I nibbled on FB’s nipple which I knew would drive him crazy. I stopped and watched as Cute Mixed Guy raised both of FB’s legs to gain access to his asshole. FB moaned as he was being penetrated. I watched the action from in between Cute Mixed Guy’s legs. Looks good. I kinda wanted to grab my camera and film it but I did not wanna freak them out. So I just settled for watching instead. Real live porn. Nice.

After a while, Cute Mixed Guy collapsed off of FB. He wanted me to fuck him, even though he has not spurted yet. I got myself ready and turned him over and penetrated. Nice. We kissed while I was fucking him and the FB was playing with my backside. Once I came, I kissed him and FB and went to the toilet to clean up.

While I was peeing, Cute Mixed Guy came into the toilet. No, not for a golden shower moment. Actually I don’t know why he came in. He started kissing me. Lucky I was done with peeing, if not he’d have himself a real golden shower right there. He asked if he could take a shower. I redirected him to the bathroom and went back to the room to take a towel.

I found FB all dressed up. Hey, wait a minute. Both of them had not climaxed and yet, they’re both getting ready to leave. Weird. I asked him why he was all dressed up when we’re not quite finished. He said that he was satisfied with the ass plowing that he’d gotten. And Cute Mixed Guy also said the same thing so I let them get ready and let them leave. But not before kissing Cute Mixed Guy at the door. FB said it was cute and sweet. Do I detect a tinge of jealousy? Maybe not. But I know that these two get along and they can play together so my mind already begun planning future romps.

Tun Razak Chronicles Part 4

It felt kinda good so I let him finger me for a while. But he wanted more. He took his finger out and wanted to fuck my ass there and then. No lube, no condom, no foreplay, no anything. Just a straight up fuck. Like I am some sort of ho.

I pushed him off and turned around. He started to devour me. Or attempted to devour me. His skills have not improved. His attempt to bite my nipples were more like him pressing his chin on my man boob. And it kinda hurt, not the good kind. Sigh.

Then he raised my legs onto his shoulder and tried to enter me again. This time he managed to lube his cock a little bit via spit. Son of a bitch. He was so horny that he did not even ask if it was okay. I told him that I did not want to be fucked but he was off in his own little world, trying to push the head of his dick through. Good luck...

He insisted though and kept at it. I got irritated so I just pushed against him with my legs. I guess I applied enough pressure coz he finally looked up. I got up and told him there would be no fucking. He said I enjoyed being fingered earlier. So what? I was not in the mood to be fucked, especially not to a guy who could not even do nipple play.

I pushed him flat on his back and went down on him. After a while of him moaning and squirming, I started to jack him off. Again, he told me not to. I immediately stop and just lie back. I guess he got the message and we cuddled. As soon as he reached for his shirt, I went to open the door. He asked if I would call him coz even though he did not climax, he thoroughly enjoyed himself and enjoyed being with me. I was touched. Not.

I told him the standard answer, “If I am free, I’ll give you a call...”

Tun Razak Chronicles Part 3

Before that night, and before I asked him to come over, he had been messaging me a lot. Asking if he could come over. As flattered as I was with the stalker-ish attitude, I remembered that he was not very good. He even admitted he was not good. I don’t wanna go through that trauma again.

He also never failed to remind me that he bought me dinner the first time we met. And how I owe him a dinner treat. Dude. It was only dinner at a mamak restaurant. Not like it was Shangri-La or something. How cheap can you get? Sigh…

Anyways, I was online and so was he. I could not really come up with an excuse fast enough to not see him so I kinda agreed to buy him dinner. I told him to come by the mamak area and once he was there, he needed to message me and I’d leave the cybercafé and meet him.

He went to my place instead. I told him to come to the mamak area, yet again. I finished up my Internet surfing and left for the mamak restaurant. When I got there, like 5 minutes later, I could not find him so I called him. He said he had already left. WTF?

He said he did not like being lied to and that he felt like a fool looking around for me. I told him off. First of all, my instructions were clear. Go to mamak and wait for me. Not my fault you can’t read a simple SMS. I so did not lie. He went on again about the lie and about how he felt foolish and about how he could not trust a liar like me. I did not want to argue and stoop to his level so I just bade adieu and hung up.

Think that’s the last of him? I wish. After a couple of weeks, he messaged back, apparently forgotten completely about the whole mamak-lying incident. He still wanted to come over. God, I must be good. Or, he must not have many friends AKA fuck buddy. It’s probably the latter eh? Sigh.

I gave in and let him come over that one night. He came and wanted to watch porn. He was extra, extra horny and tore the clothes right off of me. I just lied on my belly, cool as hell, and kept on watching the porn. His hands were all over me and settled at my ass. He groped my ass and started to play with my asshole. He licked his finger and pushed it in...