Auto

Have you guys experienced auto-cum? Like when you're drilling someone and the bottom auto-cums... or like when you're bottoming and the fucking was intense, it made you cum without touching yourself? Would love it if you guys were to share those stories... ehhehe...

Anyway, I have experienced auto-cum in the form of the former... I haven't had an intense fucking that would make me auto-cum so far... only had a couple of sessions where it might go that route but the tops did not exactly last that long... sigh...

At first, I was all for auto-cumming. Very the sexy in my eyes. Especially if the bottom is riding your hard cock, all sweaty and moaning, with his hard dick bouncing up and down... and suddenly you felt the asshole tightening and he'd ejaculated all over you... gets me all the time... or at least I thought it did...

I am increasingly feeling resentful when it's happening these days... I used to think auto-cumming is a top's Academy Award! It was like the Oscar for Best Fucking or something to that effect. Shows the bottom having the time of his life.

But what of the top? Sure he can screw the bottom into eye-rolling bliss but for most bottoms, after they came, they'd be too sore to continue. The top would be left high and dry. Literally.

Only a select few can continue getting fucked. Let's face it. Once we cum, we automatically feel tired and sleepy. Especially me. Cumming is like my very own sleeping pill.

Where am I going with this? The resentful feeling. Coz I worked hard and they get rewarded and I wouldn't. Coz I've not (and probably would never) experience that. Coz some of them doesn't even have the courtesy to ask me if I was done. They'd pack up and leave immediately.

The auto-cum novelty wore off. Quickly. Now, I dread it. I just fucked this one guy, and he too, like the others, came without touching himself. While getting pounded by me. As soon as that happened, Holden Jr deflated. Even though the guy told me to continue, but my heart wasn't in it anymore so I just went to the toilet and got cleaned up.

Sigh. Maybe I oughta look into doing stuff differently so that I might come faster or spurt at around the same time as the bottoms... or even get the bottoms to try withholding spurtage until I am close... anybody got any suggestions? Don't be shy. There's a bunch of you that reads this blog. All 5 of you. Lemme know...

But then again, I guess I should be grateful that they're autocumming... I don't have to actually work that hard to blow them or give them a handy afterwards eh? :P

AF

Akademi Fantasia 8 has just crowned its winner... Shahir... I don't watch AF before this but this year, I was at a friend's and they were watching so I had to as well... and I saw this creature...

Performing on stage... all cute and wearing tight pants revealing nicely shaped legs and a huge bulge... oh, he can sing well too... hehehe... me likey... :)

Cinderella

“Do you think Rick would wanna have a threesome?”
That question still haunts me. I have not thought about it before. I never realized that I have been in his shadows.

Rick is my best friend. The jerk that asked me that question was a guy I was trying to woo. Apparently, he was only interested getting Rick and he figured I was the way to go – the best friend.

I knew that Rick is far superior from me in terms of, well, everything. He comes from money. He is very beautiful, athletic and charming. I, on the other hand, am all the things that he is not. I guess that is why we became friends in the first place. People say opposites attract right? Yup, we were drawn to each other like moths to a flame. But we were not sexually attracted to one another, mind you. We both like chasers and so there would be no hanky panky between us, thank you.

Anyway, we were in this trip to an exotic island and I had my eye on this one new guy that came with our group. He is quite fair, very hot and very easy on the eyes. But I knew he would be better matched with Rick. They both are very athletic and very active. I guess I never really thought of it that way since Rick is happily betrothed and I am the single one. I should have taken on the mentality of a chaser.

I was having my lunch alone when he sauntered up to the buffet line. I asked him to eat with me and he agreed. We got to talking and by the time we finished talking, we were in his room getting hot and heavy. I thought it was a good sign because we had an amazing connection during the meal and the talk. Then he popped the question! No, not “Will you marry me?”

I mean, come on! We are in Malaysia after all. It’s not like we are in Europe or something. It was that threesome question. I was so hurt and ought to just get up and leave right? Well, it has been months since I last made out with a hot guy so I stayed and made out. That is, until his roommate came back from snorkeling.

I went back to my room and gave Rick a piece of my mind. In the end, I felt bad because it was not his fault but I just had to vent. This was not the first time it happened. There was this one other guy that I liked but he had never given me the time of day. However, when Rick is around, he would shower me with so much attention that people would have mistaken him as my loving lover. In reality, he has no interest in me whatsoever.

I so feel like one of Cinderella’s ugly stepsisters. Maybe I should start calling Rick Cinderella from now on. Sigh. I should be grateful though right? Because of Rick’s fabulousness, I get to make out with hot guys and people tries to get close to me. I gotta get my priorities sorted out I guess...

Personals 2

First of, I started with his neck, making my kissage down to his nipples and showed him a thing or two on how to adequately service a nipple (or two).

Judging by the moaning, I was doing a good job.

After that, I went immediately to the balls. I don't know why but I kinda like to not suck the cock that early in the game. Maybe I am a tease... hhahaha...

Anyway, the natural course of things once the balls were licked... the asshole... so I went down on him and rimmed him... he was squirming and moaning, which was a good sign... then I sucked his cock... had I mentioned that the cock was thick? My jaw hurt after a while... so I laid back and made him service me, hopefully he'd learn how to do things now...

But he did not... which was too bad... for me...

I got bored so I told him to lay on his belly... straddling his nice round ass, I licked him from the neck to his ass... all over his back, giving him little bites here and there... his body stiffened every time I licked and he moaned like crazy...

Especially when my licks/bites got the ass... once I worked on his asshole, going deeper and deeper with my tongue, he was thrashing wildly... kept calling me baby and in the end he begged me to fuck him... he said I had won, that I was the better performer...

So I strapped on a condom, lubed up and attempted penetration almost immediately... before he changed his mind...

Unfortunately, his asshole was really, really, really tight... I just could not poke through... so he was not kidding about being an ass virgin...

I just have to work extra hard then... to get into that warm, tight heaven... I used fingers and applied extra lube and tried again... this time I popped through... he winced a bit but other than that, he did not complain of any pain...

So I went on with the fucking, enveloped in the tightness and the warmth... him on his belly, my belly on his back, moving in and out... I could tell it was uncomfortable for him and I asked him about it but he said it was fine... so I continued on...

He even asked me to fuck him again, just before we went to bed... never underestimate the power of the tongue... my tongue to be exact... hehehe..