Happy New Year!

Hey guys, thanks for following my sexploits in 2009... is there anyone out there that's been with me from version 1 until now? :)

Anyways, have a happy new year and may the new year usher in something good for you guys...

For me? I just want to be happy... might not have a relationship in the cards for me anytime soon but guess that's good for my sex life eh?

Wish me asses! :P

Kajang Confessions 2

Previously, on Oxymoronic Existence 4.0... http://oxystence.blogspot.com/2009/10/kajang-confessions.html ...

After a couple of months of silence, he finally resurfaced... I got an SMS from him, wanting to come over. He said he is working in KL, quite nearby, so he wants to drop by after work.

I was heading to Pavilion for dinner with my friend so I had to turn him down. He said he'd wait for me to finish dinner. He was even willing to pick me up at Pavilion after the dinner. Okay, that last part was only coz he doesn't know the way to my place... hehehe...

Anyway, after dinner, we met up and he drove me back to Permaisuri. We talked about stuff like work and movies but suddenly he steered right into the topic of sex. He asked if his 'baby' was doing okay... um, *pretend to think, pretend to think*

I can't be pregnant! I was the top. He must be the pregnant one! But we wore condoms! How...

*snaps back to reality* His hand was on my thigh.

Oh, Holden Jr... is apparently the baby in question... Holden Jr's fine. You have no idea how fine he is... heheheh... of course you guys know, Kajang Guy doesn't know...

To answer his question, I put my hand on his thigh and squeezed. He actually jerked and leaned sideways and landed his head onto my shoulder... while driving... he said I was driving him horny and wild. Wait till I grab your cock... which I did... but only for a second coz I did not wanna get into an accident...

The rest of the drive was uneventful, mostly because I did not want him to start hyperventilating...

Once we arrived at my place, he asked to use the toilet. I took the opportunity to take a shower. Once I was done, and he was done, he wanted to shower. With me. So I had to shower again. Nothing kinky or sexy happened. Just two guys soaping each other up, down, left, right and all around... while having ginormous hard-ons...

We dried up after and fell into bed. He immediately mounted me and ate me up. Like almost literally. He was biting, licking, gobbling every single part of me. Ears, nose, cheeks, neck, nipples, manboobs... which eventually would lead to cock sucking... I had to throw him off of me...

I remembered he liked necking so I necked him like crazy before moving on to the nipples. I kinda don't do his cock much coz I don't want premature ejaculation... but I did go to town on his ass, licking him long and deep.

Once he was sufficiently wet, and the whimpering got to a maximum volume... I sheathed Holden Jr and send him to battle. I put Kajang Guy on his belly and pushed Holden Jr through... there was resistance and the moaning got a bit too loud... but I managed to push through... gave him some time before I started the fucking...

But his body language was different from the last time... he was so stiff... and not in a good way... after a while, he asked me to stop because he could not take it anymore... he theorized that Holden Jr had grown up or doubled in size or something coz he just could not handle getting fucked... unlike the last time... sigh...

Me, being the gentleman that I am, immediately stopped and took out Holden Jr... Kajang Guy apologized profusely but I downplayed it... if you can't take it, you just can't take it then... maybe the next time, I could finish... wonder what happened to his ass... the first time he got poked, he survived through it but now that he's no longer a virgin, he could not take it? hmmm... watch this space..

Swing

Previously on Oxymoronic Existence 4.0...



After a while, we switched positions... to the doggy style... he moaned every time I pushed in... told you he was tall right? I could not really grab on to his shoulders so I grabbed his hips while grinding into him... soon, my hands started to slide downwards until I reached his groin... kept fucking him hard... and then I felt it... his dick... it was swinging wildly... up down all around... like in those pornos... it was semi hard and it kept on swinging to my fuck beat... hawt!



http://oxystence.blogspot.com/2009/11/merry-go-round.html



Swing Guy came over once again. The week after the events of the above post transpired.



Same like the last time, he came over because his housemates all wanted to go to the Tasik, so he swung by while they try their luck over there. Hehehe.



He asked if he could shower first. Obviously he was welcome to. Don't want no unpleasant odors now do we?



Soon as he's done with showering, he dried himself and went straight to bed. He said that he did not really have that much time since he hung out with the friends at Tasik first, then only he dropped by at my place.



Suits me. We immediately start. He laid on top of me and started kissing my neck. Wait, that's not kissing. That's lovebiting. Oh no! My neck's so gonna have marks tomorrow and people will start to question. Gotta stop him... gotta... wait... why do I care? That felt so good. Oooh, oooh... *squirms in delight*



After he's done marking me on the neck and on the chest... he went and sucked my cock, which was already hard from all the biting... after that, we flipped and he's now on his back....



I started to suck his nipples... and I was rewarded with manly moans... which turned me on more... as soon as I start to move towards the neck, he'd deflect... scared of being marked... hehehe... the boyfriend wouldn't like it...



Anyway, I went back to doing his nipples... I grabbed his dick, which was huge, hard and throbbing... lucky he's the bottom... phew...



Then I gave him a blowjob, but only as a warm-up before I started licking his balls and rimming the ass... which made him squirm harder and moan manlier (if that's even possible...)...



After that, I reached for the condom and suited up. I lubed Holden Jr well and lubed his ass. He raised his legs as I pointed Holden Jr to the right spot and pushed through. Swing Guy squirmed but as soon as Holden Jr poked through, he relaxed. I brought his legs to my shoulders and I went to town, fucking him hard.



No, there's no swinging cock action. Yet.



After a while, we switched positions. I placed his legs to the right and fucked him while he was on his side. His moans became different and his body was stiffer than usual. I did not get it at first but then I felt it. Okay, Holden Jr felt it. The tiniest of tremors. He was spurting. No, correction. He spurted already.



I saw the cum puddle on the bedsheet. Dammit. Now I gotta clean that up. Anyway, since I haven't climaxed, I pushed Holden Jr back in. His ass tremored again and this time I had the presence of mind to cup my hand underneath his quivering cock and caught globs of his semen that fell from his thick cock, in sync with my strokes...



After sperm waterfall had dried up, I wiped my cum-splooged hand and re-positioned him into the reverse missionary and started to fuck him hard until I cum.



So that's twice I fucked him within a couple of weeks where I don't need to do anything to his cock for him to come. Holden Jr in him was enough. A year ago, when we first met, this had never happened before. He could take me like a champ, no matter how long I lasted and yet he had never climaxed. Now? Hmmm...

Love Letter

To Whom It May Concern,

It's been a rough year for me since we had that fight...

We don't talk anymore... we don't meet anymore... we stopped being 'we'...

When we do talk, it's like there's so much distance between us...

I am sorry about what happened... I know I can't take it back...

And I know I've ruined it for us...

I tried moving on, I really did... tried to forget you... since there's no 'we' anymore...

But it seems you won't let me... whenever I start to pull away and not pine for you and you reel me back in...

Happens every time... the fact that you can tell amazes me...

Wish I can see you again... but I know it's not gonna happen...

Please let me go...

I've found someone... who is physically attractive... cute, sexy, adorable, hot, young...

Who wants me... who will talk to me all the time... who worries about my feelings... who wants to satisfy my every desire...

Please let me go... you're no good for me, for my heart... not anymore...

He is someone who other guys look at admirably... and sometimes hornily...

And when they saw me with him, they'd give me the evil eye...

Wondering how someone like me wound up with him...

Just like when I was with you...

Oh God, I just smiled thinking about our past...

Please let me go...

Look, he's sending me another MMS... he is so cute...

Why am I not replying to him instead of writing this?

Because he is not you...

Thanks for not letting me go...

Spots

Eric pressed the Stop button. He was severely out of breath. He had been on the treadmill for over an hour now. A glance at the mirror showed him his fat body and he was determined to go for another hour. He concluded that he had not been exercising enough since he had yet to lose but a single pound after nearly two months of being a gym bunny.

However, as soon as he stood straight, he started seeing spots and felt a bit woozy. He carefully stepped off the machine and slowly wobbled to a nearby chair. He felt slightly better as soon as he sat down.

“Hey, are you okay?”

Eric looked around to find the source of the rich, deep, sexy and velvety voice. The guy was asking from a nearby machine while working his torso.

“Yeah, I’m okay. Just a little sore.”

The guy got up from his machine and went to Eric.

“You were working your body pretty hard,” he said, putting a hand on Eric’s shoulder. “If you’re not careful, you could really hurt yourself.”

Eric smiled and said his thanks. It was then when he got a pretty good look at the guy. He was very hot and sexy with a killer body and dazzling smile. Eric had gotten nervous now because the guy’s hand was still on his shoulder and he was beginning to sport major wood.

“I can spot you.”

“Excuse me?” Eric asked, very surprised and embarrassed.

“You know, during the workout,” the guy explained. “We can spot each other.”

“Oh,” Eric breathed with a sigh of relief. “Okay.”

“Great,” the guy exclaimed, extending his arm. “My name is Barry.”

“Nice to meet you. I’m Eric.”

After that evening, Barry and Eric began working out together. They even arranged their schedules so that they could meet almost everyday at the gym. After about a month or so, Barry invited Eric for dinner at his favorite diner. Eric loved the food there so much that he agreed to have dinner there again with Barry. Although Eric would gladly eat any garbage thrown his way just to spend time with Barry.

“Hey, pass me the sugar.”

Eric passed Barry the sugar in between bites of his Swiss Mushroom burger.

“Take it easy, E,” Barry cautioned. “There’s more where that came from.”

“I can’t help it,” Eric admitted. “I get so hungry after our workout. I guess that is why I haven’t been losing weight.”

“Why do you need to lose weight?”

Barry had asked a very sensitive question. Eric had never been comfortable with his huge body and had tried everything to get rid of the extra flabbiness. He explained it all to Barry, who was listening very attentively.

“Listen, are you healthy?” Barry asked, matter-of-factly.

“Yes I am.”

“Are you sure?”

“I do a medical check-up every month,” Eric answered. “I am healthy as a fat horse.”

“Then why do you need to lose weight?”

Eric hesitated. He wanted to tell Barry everything but he was not sure whether Barry would understand. He decided to give it a shot.

“Because I am a fat ugly man.”

Barry banged the table and stunned the snot out of Eric.

“Don’t you ever say that, you hear?” Eric said, barely containing his anger. “You are not fat nor ugly.”

“Then what am I?”

“You’re a very gorgeous man, who happens to be a little overweight.”

Eric melted right there and then. He wished that Barry would love him as well but he knew that it could never happen.

“Thanks, Barry. That means a lot.”

“No problem.”

He flashed his dazzling smile again and Eric’s heart melted again.

***

“Do you have a girlfriend?”

Barry looked surprised when Eric asked that question. They were in the locker room, getting ready to shower.

“I don’t,” Barry answered, taking off his workout clothes. “You?”

Eric had to turn away because the man of his dreams was getting naked and he was beginning to pop a woody again.

“No. Who would want me?” Eric answered, again letting his inferiority complex run rampant.
Barry moved, quick as lightning, to Eric’s side and properly shushed Eric by putting a hand over Eric’s mouth.

“I told you before not to say that,” Barry breathed in Eric’s ear before letting his hand off of Eric’s mouth.

Eric was so turned on. It barely registered that a hot man was sitting next to him naked. He tried to adjust his legs so that his stiff penis would not show through his shorts. He fidgeted a bit and then he felt it. Barry’s warmth on the side his thigh. He turned and faced Barry, whose face was only inches away from Eric’s. Barry flashed that dazzling smile of his and melted Eric’s brain. The horny meter in Eric’s mind was going off the scales. However, Eric still manages to utter, “Do you want me?”

Barry responded by kissing Eric, full on the lips. Eric was too shocked to reciprocate the kiss but as soon as Barry put his arms on the sides of his face, Eric shook out of his stupor and began kissing Barry back passionately. Barry broke off the kiss and said, “I do.”

Barry got up and grabbed his towel, motioning that he was gonna shower. Eric just nodded breathlessly. He still had trouble comprehending what had just occurred. It might just be a dream. A wonderful wet dream but a dream nonetheless. However, just before Barry left for the shower, he bent down and gave Eric another deep kiss. That was how Eric realized that it was not a dream.

“I love you, E, just the way you are. You don’t have to change anything,” Barry said.

Eric was left there, sitting alone, smiling.

Doppelganger

You know about the theory that there are six people in this world that looks exactly like you? I am not sure if it's a Malay belief or the religion... but I've been told... and apparently in Mecca, there's one dude looking exactly like me... my mom saw him there...

Anyway, there's this guy that I did a while back... I saw him again on the LRT a couple of days after and I realize that he looked like my colleague. An elderly, fatherly type colleague... *shudder*

But when I did him, I did not see it... anyway, I was chatting on IRC when this guy contacted me. He said he was staying at a hotel near The Mall and was alone. He invited me over. He did not have pic for trade so it was like a blind date. Only I was the blind one cause I gave him my pic.

I was bored and really had nothing to do that day so I ventured out. Usually I would sit pretty at home and wait for them to come to me... and as I am writing this, I realize that I would break that rule if they're in a hotel. Hehehehe...

So I was on my way to his hotel when I realized I left the condoms and lube at home. I was taking a wild guess that the guy probably won't have em on him so I stopped by 7-11 and bought some condoms.

When I arrived at his place, we sat around and chatted a bit. It was like a budget hotel so there was no extra towel. I was all sweaty from the walking so I wanted to shower before getting it on... ya know, coz of the ick factor... but there's no extra towel so no shower. He told me to stand under the aircond unit so that I'd be dry again... which doesn't really work...

But anyway, he deemed me dry enough so we got it on... he seemed hesitant a bit but he was playing with my nipples... and just explored my body with his hands... I got bored so I sucked his nipples and played with his balls...

Then, I attempted to lick his ass but he did not lift his ass and legs enough to get access... apparently he has a bad hip... so I popped his cock into my mouth... large head by the way... but all I did was lick a bit and then put it all in my mouth... he was squirming like mad and tried to get me off of his cock... I did so and he spurted... sigh...

He suggested we rest first then we continue. I did not let him rest long, I immediately went to work. He knew where I was heading and objected for the non-presence of a condom. I whipped out the condoms that I bought. See? I knew it.

So he relented and let me do him. Unfortunately, he was really tight and I could not really poke through with just spit. I needed lube and he has nothing that can be used as lube. That 7-11 did not have lube...

Guess he too was getting antsy so he switched positions... oh, yeah, I had him on his tummy coz I know he could not take a cock in the ass after he had just cum... but he wanted to change positions and I was finally able to penetrate... after 5 seconds, he asked if he could put his legs down... bad hip remember...

So we continued fucking until I came... he said he enjoyed the fucking... it did not hurt him at all, even though he had not had anal sex in a year... he said my size was perfect for him...

Flames

The orange juice just sat there, gathering condensation. Its ice had started to melt and dilute the juice. Not that Adam realizes any of it. He was too busy staring off into space.

His mind kept flashing back to the rehearsal dinner. All kinds of kin were there, merrily doing their own thing, completely oblivious to the drama that was unfolding.

As soon as the thought of Zack crept into his mind, he was jolted back to reality. Adam quickly grabbed his glass of juice and drank from it. The bitterness made him wince. All the ice had melted and the good stuff had gone to the bottom of the glass. His hand was also wet from the condensation. He looked around for a napkin to wipe his hand. Not finding any, he dug in his pocket and took out his handkerchief and wiped his hand dry.

“Mind if I sit?”

Adam looked up. In his hazy state of mind, he did not notice Zack coming in to the restaurant.

Zack did not wait for Adam to answer. He sat down opposite of Adam and smiled. Adam avoided looking at Zack and his brilliant smile. A waitress passed by and Zack motioned to have the same thing that Adam was having.

“What are you doing here?” Adam asked, not bothering to hide his displeasure.

“Needed to get out of the room,” Zack answered nonchalantly, as though he had not heard Adam’s venomous tone. “Baby’s teething.”

Adam sighed.

Zack frowned.

“I was hoping that you’d forgiven and forgotten the thing that happened between us.”

“What would make you think that?” Adam asked.

“You came,” Zack said with a shrug.

“Yeah, I came. So?”

Zack gave him a look. It annoyed Adam to no end that he actually knew what the look meant.

“I came because Abang Man is the only one still talking to me. The rest of you shut me out.”

The waitress came back with Zack’s order. Adam closed his eyes for a moment. He opened his eyes and smiled at the waitress. She in turn, blushed and scurried away.

Zack saw that and had a twinkle in his eye. He kept smiling goofily at Adam.

“What?”

“You’re a heartbreaker,” Zack drawled out.

“What are you talking about?”

“You were flirting with the waitress, with your megawatt smile.”

Adam denied it. Vehemently.

“You’re a hot guy. I bet lots of girls follow you around.”

Adam gave Zack such an intense look that Zack felt his face was melting. Adam started to get up. Zack’s hand shot out and grabbed Adam by the hand.

“Adam, please…”

Adam ignored him, twisted his hand out of Zack’s grip and made a move towards the exit. Adam stopped at the counter and paid his bill and left. Zack rushed forward to follow but realized he hadn’t paid so he too stopped at the counter to pay. Soon as he was done, he went outside and ran to catch up to Adam.

“Hey, stop!” Zack said, panting. “Please.”

Adam stopped walking and whirled around to face Zack.

“What for?”

“Adam, please…”

Adam avoided eye contact but he did not budge. Zack took that as a good sign. He moved in closer and held on to Adam’s shoulders, trying to get Adam to look into his eyes.

“I’m so sorry for what happened.”

Adam still refused to look at Zack.

“Seriously. I acted defensively. I did not know what to do.”

Adam finally looked up.

“I get it. I really do,” Adam said. “I just don’t get how it was my fault.”

“Come on, baby…”

“Don’t you dare call me that!” Adam snapped. “You lost that right when you said I seduced you on your wedding day!”

Adam started to walk away.

“What does it take for you to forgive me?” Zack asked. “What does it take for you to take me back?”

Adam stopped walking and turned his head towards Zack.

“Go back to your wife and baby, Zack.”

Zack closed the distance between them.

“I’ve never stopped loving you,” Zack whispered into Adam’s ears.

Adam remained still. Zack took a gamble and put his hand on Adam’s waist. When Adam did not swat his hand away, he decided to be bold and hugged Adam. He felt Adam leaning into the hug slightly, which was a good sign.

“I’ve missed you…”