Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Memory Lane 2

He told me he was not in the mood to fuck as he had fucked someone the night before. So now he just wanted to get fucked. I guess I would oblige then.

Unfortunately, I still did not know what to do. I had a vague idea of it involving my hard cock and his asshole but I did not know how to approach it. He was not helping at all. I guess he was just so into the idea of getting fucked that he just went into the doggie position and waited. He kept asking me if I could push it in or not.

Of course I couldn’t. There was no condom, no lube, nothing. I told him I did not know what to do. He sighed and asked me to sit down. Somehow, I remained hard throughout. Yup, he did not blow me or anything. Lazy bast… um, anyway, he spat onto his hand and smeared it all over my hard cock and spat more to wet his own hole.

He sat on it but it could not penetrate. It hurt like hell by the way. I was quite uncomfortable but there was something about a guy squatting over my hard cock that turned me on. He spat again and relubed his hole. This time, he rammed my hard cock through and I felt a pop and then I was all warm.

Before we continue: Safety first. Always wear a condom. This community service message is brought to you by the good people at Oxymoronic Existence.

What? I told you I was young and naïve and did not know anything. He was the more experienced one and he should have been safe. Anyway, I’ve learned my lesson now and always carry with me condoms and lube. Hehehhe.

He rode me hard. Like seriously hard. I was in pain. Not sure if it was because of that was my first time fucking or because he lubed his hole with a minimum amount of saliva.

He continued riding me hard until he got tired. He got off of me and told me to get behind him while he positioned himself doggy style. He told me to insert my dick into his ass and just move my hips. So I did just that. I could not recall if he moaned or said anything. Maybe it was because I was still adjusting to the fact that I was fucking someone in the ass. Hmmm… but I did remember vividly that Britney Spears was gaining popularity back then with her first single ‘Baby One More Time’ and it was on the radio while I was skewering him. I remembered fucking him harder like I was trying to gyrate to the tune of the song or something…

Anyways, we changed positions many, many times and every single time he’d ask me if I had spurted. I had not climaxed just yet so we kept fucking in various positions. Now I wonder how I knew those positions since I was a virgin and had no experience… I have not seen much porn back then. Come to think of it, I have not seen any porn back then. Cut to a few years later… I am making my own porn… who would have thought huh?

In the end, the guy stopped me from fucking him. He said that it’s been hours and he had to go and pick up his nieces. They’d be waiting for a long time already. Daymn, had it really been that long?

We got cleaned up and he said that girls would love my dick very much since it was quite sizeable and I could go on for hours. Hey, I am like the Energizer Bunny!! Fitting ain’t it, that Bunny is pink… hehehehhe…

He sent me to the other side of PJ coz it was close to dinner time and I was hungry. During the ride, he gave me a lecture on proper sex etiquette like never do it with strangers and always wear a condom. Can you fucking believe it? He broke all those rules and now he’s preaching it to me! I was not cynical back then, I don’t think, so I took it to heart and did not say anything. Should have told him off. He knew all the rules, yet he did not bother to follow. But he insisted that he was clean and that he donates blood regularly.

Once we got to the police station, he dropped me off and said to keep in touch. Yeah, being naïve back then, I believed him. Of course I never saw him again. Ever. Which was fine by me. Looking back, I remembered I freaked out as soon as his car disappeared out of view. I did not know what it was but I just could not swallow the fact that I had sex. With a man! I went to see a college mate and told her what happened. My whole body was buzzing with feelings and emotions. I thought I would have vomited at one point.

She told me to calm down. It was nothing. I was not a girl who got raped and lost her virginity and her innocence. Well, I was a girl. Kinda got raped since I did not know or consented to sexual intercourse. Of course, I quickly took control of the rape and made it my own sexual adventure, eheheheh. So twas kinda a rape, but not really.

Looking back on that event, now that I’ve had more experience, the sex was actually quite good. Maybe it was because it was my first time that I freaked out. Or maybe it was because the dark seeds of sluttiness was being sown and my naïve, virginal, innocuous body was reacting to counter it. Unfortunately, it did not manage to curb it and I had succumbed to the darker side of the force…